BLURRY

I am blurred with vision! I see in a fog
Hence! I see so clearly with my insight
The new day is born! I am out of REM
I see blurry pumpkins before me
The ghost I look at , I ponder
A sheet of white! I see this as sight
I wonder as I stare at the window pane
Memories all lingering through my mind
The past coming up, Just what will I find
Voila ! I open my eyes wide as can be
And the pain on my face as to what I see
A world of envy! A world of hate!
As I face what God did create
I emphasize the beauty in my eyes
As I still ponder those beautiful skies
And I see the rose also in my mind
The meaning of love in its thorn
Now in the ground , in the garden
And I bless the new day born.

PUMPKINS amaze me

                                                                     SMILE!!!!!!!!

Dreaming - Are you an idealist?
Building dreams - passing the day
A train of thought or images passing through my mind
An idle fancy - to have a train of ideas
Visionary - The abstractionist a dreamer
Mentally separating abstruse , the state of
Withdrawing from reality , to dream of life
Dreaming the far fetched - shall we achieve?
Obscure - Difficult of comprehension
To render less visible or intelligible
A dreamer - dreaming of the untouchable
Truly - Is anything in your mind believable?
The challenge our minds - passing the day
I hope there is a change in any sort of way.

HAVE A BEAUTIFUL HALLOWEEN!  worshiping the sun! with love always

SILVER MOON GODDESS

The sun in the spiritual heavens is ultimately gold
King- The magnificent rays of beautiful color
Light it portrays with orange and reddish , vibrant hues
Queen by the moon - luna silver lighting the eve
Sun intelligence and seed, moon brought memory
Ultimately unconscious growth of beauteous galore
Apparent a partnership of love and spectacular phenomena
Moon merges with myths and new myths, a creation
By too, goddesses , lovely and small they shall be
The Belief I view to perceive in the fields synchronization
Moon in the night transcends through thee NREM, NEM
According to some fields leading to subtle analysis
Currently through our walking and sleeping ! Do we believe?
Consciousness! True images to see in the darkness
Utilizing the moon , we approach the life giving sun
The old nature myths and Gods remain and still exist
Hidden within us and within sacred regions too! Observatory
The moon Goddess remain and moons mesmerized beauty
Eloquence portrayed of the great loveliness of the eve and at night
The spiritual heavens! The King and the Queen prominent, I'm told.
Amazing me! I see this radiance of light with the twilight.
And may our royalty in the skies, bring sight to our eyes.

HALLOWEEN PUMPKIN

STAY TUNED

MY TIME SPENT OBLIVIOUS

Forgetful! My thoughts they wander
I wake up from a dream, I ponder
The morning brisk air - upon my face
Visions from the night , they do pass
The sunrise never meets the beauty in my eyes
Weary, blustered clouds trace my skies
Autumn leaves sit dying on the trees
I wonder! My speech it runs now clear
Absentminded as I walk a path in today's life
I begin my day - I plant a root
Each day! the roots spring forward
Cherishing nature - nurturing the soil
Preoccupied with the skies so heavenly
And winter approaches! I look for snow
White skies - cloudy formation  - the blues
A chill in my bone- I speculate in thought
I think - my REM vs. NREM - I slurred
My eyes see reality ! The dream is blurred
Oblivious! I wonder what in my dream
Made the rose"s roots so significant
While roses in bloom - may it be beauteous
Meaning love! I am in a major fog
In theory I dream - I woke and what I see
I woke! I pondered , I forgot my dream
And as I sit I look around at what I found
That the day - I'd see with my feet firm on the ground
Is extroidnaire of God's creations - I'd say
But I see this in you! no appreciation
In this case roses in bloom searched for today
Root by root - dreaming thou be nurtured
Into the soul - dreaming of spring, AWAKE this day.

INSINUATIONS

My thoughts in my mind - I  visualize
Influencing a beauteous mentality
I see the sunrise  in my eyes - the beautiful hues
The sunsets at eve - and into the night
Glorious this be the beauty of sight
I also view the clouds forming in a dark blue sky
In you - with your viewpoints I still see
My mind wanting me - opposing the blues
You insinuate - the beaming hues so vivid
Of reality - your mind then determines
This sight not in your moral thoughts
I do not challenge your oblivious id
I see thus you have no beauty of God in your eyes
To not enjoy and read the mind of the skies
Those little muses in the stars so pretty
Twinkling down on you and me - I still again see
Loving this - I'd say is beauty of personality
I look - I view - I see the heavenly skies sink in
And in my mind deep thoughts are within
If you could read my mind - this it would be
Appreciating God's creation then given to me
Morally speaking I'd rather stare at the sun ray
Then the look on your face taunting me
I wake each morn - I see the sunlight
And love those skies beaming in my eyes in the twilight
What do you insinuate! Thus what I should appreciate
That my eyes in the world should focus on calamity
Even with the sun captured in my soul in the darkness of  city.
I see that the clouds that formed in the puffy dark sky
Bewildered! My mind and in my mental state I try
To oppose your personality, speaking of which WHY?  

PERIWINKLE

The waves settle in with their caps into the shore
The sunset with its various hues colorful evermore
We sit as the galaxy begins to peak its constellations
Under the stars we seek the small univalve mollusk
Wining and dining we eat and with that a toast
The periwinkle the delicacy of ornamentation
In its shell the snail from which we then boast
Beneath the Polaris - The Gemeni twins and at dusk
The incipient darkness we now sit with the crescent moon
Picture this now the endeavor - lying on the beach on the coast
Eating the Mollusca - the escargot and Bon Appetite
The life of luxury with a twinkle in your eyes
And the enchanting beauty of the mysterious heavenly skies.

IN THE DARK

Destitute if light and reflecting that of none
The blackness of or grayish tone of coloring hue
Unenlightened - obscure the twilight - gleaming
The absence of light , partial or total is also the sight
Gloomy no existence of the reflection of light
The ultimate of not illuminated , not to misconstrue
The beauteous faint light before sunrise and sunset
Twinkling ever so irresdesently the twilight
Blackness feeds the soul in the deep of the night
The darkest of hue opposed to that of white
Dispirited , gloomy ,depressed in spirits, cheerless
The ultimate overspread of morose , ever so true
Moroseness shall we then mourn that eve?
Pondering the true reality of what we then perceive
Into the dark , air, a breathless walk, the stars glisten
Twinkles the galaxy , the creation sparks a glimpse
If only someone would truly, in the dark listen
Who? Sounds of the owl , the coyote howls
Dusk!  To wonder. Does the dark doom with gloom?

AGGRAVATING

The dawn broke with cool dark skies
Autumn leaves - prominent in my eyes
I wake thus to this a disturbance
Loud be it be may be -The wind clatters
Your voice I hear - my mind it shatters
A cold day! Winter on its way
Tis the season of the beauteous holidays
May God be blessed ! We therefore celebrate
Hark! My beaten eyes! I believe
I've seen enough of your breath
You badger me day by day
I face reality - A day new born
The rose you pricked that veracious thorn
As I see the stormy clouds embrace me
They darken my eyes - they possess my attitude
The heavenly skies - they tremble
With high winds in my face
The sunlight - there is no trace
Then as I see this morning hour
As you argue with the lines that age
I am bewildered - hoping to turn the page
Journalling though time, I hope for an end
The belligerence I wake to , may it pend
And the rain may it shower in my head
The morning hues , I miss instead
Hark again, I do  then declare
At dawn ! I wish I could wake each day
With tranquility and peace, I do
However tis though, I wake to you.

ROCK

I am a rock
I decided I'd be an island
Pride, I endeavor
Self pride - I implore
Water it trickles
Through the foundation
As it nourishes my mind
With tranquility
Self confidence in my nature
I strive for perfectionism
Beauty is the realism
That I gain as a rock
Now I see
This beautiful me
Self love
Me! You get to know
And each word I write
The feelings sometimes show
I stand alone
And my rock turns to fossil
Aging I still perfect
My feelings I try to protect
But most of all
I dance in life like the leaves
Off the trees in the wind
And two step my way
Into the waterfall
Like a splash
My island floods
And then I am washed away
But the rock still stands
And I never fall.

MY THOUGHTS

Thinking of you!
I build dreams to pass the day
I am mesmerized
I look into your eyes
I gaze at the morning sun
And the hues fill my soul
Beauteous! I am also blessed
Taken by surprise
Emphasizing the beauty within
I cherish thoughts of you
Each day I respect Gods creations
That beautiful little flower
The stars tuned in my mind
The sunrise what else will I find?
I imagine the day
Walking the paths of the gardens
Again in my soul, I become whole
It dawned on me today
As I endeavor Life
And as the morning sun guides me
That I may stand on a rock
And on this rock, I stand tall
Minding God's word
That may the morals express
With standards, I heard
God's clever whisper
Chirping inside the bird.
And as I sit with my aura
May I still gaze at the morning sun
Picturing myself this
On the ROCK! God's love I won.

PIG? Who's Who In SOCIETY

HOG! Dawn breaks - it's a new day!
Here I sit and ponder - I wonder
As I am with the morning sun
I rise - I see the skies - I am awake
Huh! I contemplate the word - I see
What an utter - full of surprise
I opened my eyes - wow it dawned on me
I ate - I consumed breath - wow!
You aim that at me - yet it is life
I wonder - of your IQ , your mentality
I create my itinerary - you I not include
I proclaim! I find your comment rude
Now I see! you hate my personality
Task by task ! I am oblivious to say
I am me ! I roar at the comment
I seek a clean viewpoint . I define
A hog! A Pig! wow in society
Guinea pigs to medicine!  OH right
We are - psychology today   PIGS???!!!
The welfare system - welfare piggy's
So society says - however do they?
Do they give them hygiene products?
Who's who! Who's the pigs?!!  then still
Hey - male chauvenist pigs ! Now we see
The reality of the hog - in perspective
My GOD - What A hog  - TO EAT?
Your personality - mentality, I defeat
To call a person a hog eating
Yes my dear - I proclaim
The true point of view - EAT
Eat and you shall bear health
Eat your words and then thus this
Still you could be a pig!

OH MY GOD HOW I TRY

Yeah I try- Oh now Lord how I try
I ponder still - My thoughts are alive
No tears I shed - I just can not cry
My eyes wide open - Anger! It sets in
I learn from you - in life one thing HATRED
Oh yes how I try - I then wonder why
Why would life deal such a rut of smut?
I believed in myself - and with style
I wrote something often quite worth while
Now as I sit - I listen -is it out of jealousy
Every action has a reaction - I spout
I hate the ridicule and oh Lord how try
At christianity - My voice trembles some
I hear your words - your slanderous ways
I hesitate - I wonder throughout the days
I sit quietly - I continue to work
Knowing in heart as I still ponder
Your style - your resentment ! your cruelty!
So my work it suffers - and my face it shows
Reflections of the wounds - the hurt I trace
I hear the sounds of your voice - I pace
Soon I see bridges too tough to bear , I tried
The world a doom - your ego trip in society
What the world became - who to blame?
Ironically I am me - I am disgusted , I try
Yes oh Lord how I try - I wonder why
Why God - is the beauty of life so ruined
Thus I create words of wisdom through prose
I bought the rose - it sits , I ponder
Will it grow - now no man worthy of my heart
May it bloom and blossom in my soul
Shall each petal represent morality
My poetry with a different twist I start
You I rebel - this evil fact of life
I see through my eyes - beauty in my soul
I appreciate the creations , I love the sky
I see the beauteous hues , thus in my eye
The sunrise - sunset - I am mesmerized
But then I hear you - you destroy me
I AM vengeful - I detest it, but I say
You are deserving of my attitude
Now I write the words I create
To still walk down life's paths in life
To take the steps to be proud of my attempt
To create beauty in prose - as well
To all the jealousy I never so admire
Only time will tell - your colors are of black
In your soul - it shall go to fire
I see my friends who appreciate  in me
The beauty I write in prose - my poetry.

EMOTIONS

Emotionalism - A mental agitation - per se
Or to be or not to be an excited feelings
Furthermore- potentiality of a passion
Emotionally stirring up disturbing constant
Or to provoke - and interpret causing debate
Excitement of feelings perception - senses
Physicals or mental sensation sympathetically
Of great sensibility - exciting that relentlessly
True of passionate intense personal desire
Strong excitement of love of wish earnestly
Longing for the possession of some object
To be in the state of desire and it be then intensely
Emotions take on an interpretation in this way
Strong love or hatred  , feelings to then protect
Outlandish of no consideration or considerate, immensely
Portrayal - the mental picture we then do perceive
Our feelings , senses - what do we want to achieve?
Emotions ! The power of love , we then respect
The perception in our eyes so divine, we decide
We then imagine ourselves with soul to the seed
And the feelings we bear sometimes we do hide
Suppressing our thoughts in our head, we express
Reflecting our personalities instead, so we impress.