FACING IT

Ah! I feel it! Indeed I see it true
Day after day ! I have memories of you
Brutal! You art that brutal
I can find no place to dream
No dreams come true - funny!
I see no values in you - how few
I take the beatings - I see the stars
I hold close to me my abilities
I treasure my hobbies- I value my work
Facing it - I feel your markings
My life you made it black and blue
Bodily - my mind my individual self
I love to just sit by myself
Love means hardly nothing, this you destroy
I walk paths of life beaten then by this you
Verbally abusive! Truth your style
And now! you destroyed things so worth while
I treasure beauty in my life
I sat contemplating day by day
I wrote my words of what I feel
About what life for me should be
Testing the waters I see true grit
I value indeed what I believe
My reflections in poetry, you are facing it..
And day after day as I write the words
Your heartless mind is so absurd
Yes I felt pain in every word
So becoming is this I see
In your personality?
I despise, I am wise
And hatred I see kind
The TRUTH , you I find
I detest